I am diagnosed with PTSD - marriage with domestic violence

After a marriage of 10 years with domestic violence, I got diagnosed with PTSD, I got EMDR and thought I was doing well.

i have many fears in the shop, for example when somebody is suddenly behind me or when somebody talks loud. Especially with men.,

I have the feeling that when a man wants something from me I have to obey, that is very difficult and it's awkward to talk about it or ask for support, are there more people like me? Or does someone has tips?
Greets,